{"id":12917,"date":"2020-09-17T08:50:21","date_gmt":"2020-09-17T06:50:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stadtsprachen.de\/?post_type=stsp_text&p=12917"},"modified":"2020-11-16T13:02:49","modified_gmt":"2020-11-16T12:02:49","slug":"mues","status":"publish","type":"stsp_text","link":"https:\/\/stadtsprachen.de\/de\/text\/mues\/","title":{"rendered":"Mues"},"content":{"rendered":"

There\u2019s a crack in everything, that\u2019s how the light gets in<\/span><\/i>. Leonard Cohen\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e9zarder chimique camisole
\nd\u2019un corps l\u2019autre douloureux
\nsenti\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e0 c\u2019est le commencement d\u2019une r\u00e9appropriation r\u00e9bellion nouvelle phase renaissance je reprends le pouvoir corps animal contre industrie pharmaceutique je sens plus fort me sens plus forte sensible \u00e0 la moindre odeur douleur crampe int\u00e9rieure le sang la sueur me rappellent le sang la sueur d\u2019une mammif\u00e8re il y a treize ans qui nourrit sa petite. Et le profil in\u00e9dit impr\u00e9vu pr\u00e9visible : une birkinisation tardive, id\u00e9ale pour smoking seins nus (mais aucun tapis rouge \u00e0 fouler alors, aucun ruban d\u2019arriv\u00e9e pour \u00e9mouvant m\u00e8re-athon).\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e9zarder fissure tissu
\ncicatriciel ailes
\nd\u00e9chiquet\u00e9es\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e0 c\u2019est le commencement de la fin d\u2019une \u00e9trange histoire l\u2019expulsion d\u2019un cocon consolateur en p\u00e9riode solitaire asc\u00e9tique juste l\u2019une pour l\u2019autre \u00eatre l\u00e0 par des mots m\u00eame pas dits, sauf \u00e0 la lecture d\u2019un po\u00e8me, un soir. Alors la voix trop douce va au devant de la catastrophe appuie sur le triangle qui taille le c\u0153ur comme un poin\u00e7on en confettis une rafale \u00e9parpille une porte claque les nuages sombrent le temps restera perdu restera l\u2019\u00e9tranget\u00e9 dans cette si belle ville \u00ab je veux \u00eatre une fucking libellule \u00bb gu\u00e9rill\u00e8re et game over.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e9zarder jouer un autre
\nje \u00e9laguer changer
\nd\u2019apparence\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e0 c\u2019est le besoin tardivement \u00e9cout\u00e9 de me laisser tranquille de laisser derri\u00e8re moi ce qui m\u2019encombre me d\u00e9range m\u2019entrave \u00e9tranges attributs destin\u00e9s par d\u2019autres \u00e0 me d\u00e9finir. C\u2019est comme une provocation soudain de sourires de regards (s\u2019y r\u00e9chauffer), c\u2019est par certaines d\u2019embl\u00e9e se sentir accept\u00e9e, chez d\u2019autres le r\u00e9veil d\u2019une intranquille inqui\u00e9tude le besoin de commenter d\u2019attribuer de ranger dans des cases sans rien qui d\u00e9passe surtout c\u2019est pourtant simple s\u2019il faut \u00e0 toute force me dire : je suis un corps humain, un corps, humain, changeant, c\u2019est tout.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e9zarder r\u00e9v\u00e8le un
\nvisage d\u00e9masque une
\npens\u00e9e soudaine\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e0 c\u2019est peut-\u00eatre le commencement de quelque chose peut-\u00eatre pas car rien ne se passe comme pr\u00e9vu rien ne se passe il faut tout r\u00e9apprendre apprendre \u00e0 lire les signes qui n\u2019en sont pas apprendre \u00e0 lire \u00eatre lue diff\u00e9remment prendre conscience des messages que j\u2019envoie ma t\u00eate est un statement para\u00eet-il, en tout cas le r\u00eave l\u2019imagination marchent \u00e0 plein volume faute de mieux car la nuit ici, comme ailleurs, est morte, nulle part o\u00f9 danser, le cerveau envoie des corps amis \u00e0 \u00e9treindre des images tatou\u00e9es en couleurs de folles consolations mutuelles.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e9zarder expose aux
\nregards refus retours une
\nouverture\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e0 c\u2019est choisir optimiste de voir les possibles commencements les d\u00e9buts maison vide effacer l\u2019histoire oublier un temps ce qui peut l\u2019\u00eatre s\u2019envelopper fragile de nouvelles visions se d\u00e9clarer avec d\u2019autres voix limpides limite impudiques qu\u2019il faut pourtant, parfois, expliquer. C\u2019est ne pas endosser de costumes h\u00e9t\u00e9rotaill\u00e9s pr\u00eat-\u00e0-brusquer choisir une douce voix pour dire l\u2019\u00e9moi entendre un refus r\u00e9parateur et chaleureux l\u2019accueillir car c\u2019est la chaleur avant tout qui a manqu\u00e9 qui manque depuis tout ce temps.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e9zarder rayon
\n<\/span>curieuse irradiation et
\n<\/span>doux radar\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

L\u00e0 c\u2019est commencer \u00e0 vouloir \u00eatre capable de tout voir avec des yeux neufs les gens le monde les visages les objets la ville en relief ou portraits noir et blanc photos sur les murs d\u2019idoles adolescentes, tout. La beaut\u00e9 du chien qui frissonne au bord du lac, poils dress\u00e9s sur la t\u00eate, du renard qui fait des tours de stade devant les fen\u00eatres de l\u2019atelier le matin. La beaut\u00e9 des gens crois\u00e9s un soir dans la rue. L\u00e0, j\u2019aimerais voir cet endroit o\u00f9 je vis par ton regard que tu me dises ce que tu vois qui tu vois devant toi dis-moi, est-ce qu\u2019on peut parler de mues si elles durent toute une vie ?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

There\u2019s a crack in everything, that\u2019s how the light gets in. Leonard Cohen\u00a0 L\u00e9zarder chimique camisole d\u2019un corps l\u2019autre douloureux senti\u00a0 L\u00e0 c\u2019est le commencement d\u2019une r\u00e9appropriation r\u00e9bellion nouvelle phase renaissance je reprends le pouvoir corps animal contre industrie pharmaceutique je sens plus fort me sens plus forte sensible \u00e0 la moindre odeur douleur crampe […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":12908,"template":"","categories":[5,10],"class_list":["post-12917","stsp_text","type-stsp_text","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-issue-15","category-prosa"],"yoast_head":"\nMues - stadtsprachen<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/stadtsprachen.de\/en\/text\/mues\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"de_DE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale:alternate\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Mues - stadtsprachen\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"There\u2019s a crack in everything, that\u2019s how the light gets in. 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