Samou l\u00edtost\u00ed z\u00a0toho, co kon\u010d\u00ed, jsem asi dostala ch\u0159ipku.\u00a0Takovou, kterou si vybavuju jen z\u00a0 d\u011btstv\u00ed. S\u00a0 vysokou\u00a0hore\u010dkou, v\u00a0n\u00ed\u017e jsem se a\u017e do dne\u0161ka p\u0159edh\u00e1n\u011bla s\u00a0F\u2026\u00a0K\u00a0 r\u00e1nu dokonce halucinace; mu\u017e se m\u011b v\u00a0 m\u00fdch divok\u00fdch\u00a0vidin\u00e1ch zeptal:\u00a0\u201cAre you hardcore?\u201d Pro\u010d se m\u011b\u00a0ptal anglicky, pro\u010d na takovou pitomost? P\u0159esto na to\u00a0od r\u00e1na, beztak se vzm\u016f\u017eu jen na polobd\u011bl\u00e9 povalov\u00e1n\u00ed,\u00a0mus\u00edm myslet. Hardcore\u2026 to by se mi mo\u017en\u00e1 i\u00a0l\u00edbilo, ale\u00a0nejsem sp\u00ed\u0161 hadr-core? Rozhodn\u011b sp\u00ed\u0161 hadr, rozhodn\u011b\u00a0dnes. A\u00a0 proto\u017ee jsem v\u00a0 hore\u010dce hadrem, ni\u010d\u00edm jin\u00fdm\u00a0ne\u017e mokr\u00fdm, znaven\u00fdm, opatrn\u00fdm hadrem, lou\u010d\u00edm se\u00a0z\u00e1znamem, kter\u00fd v\u00a0l\u00e9t\u011b v\u00a0Ko\u0161ic\u00edch rozplakal postar\u0161\u00edho\u00a0Ko\u0161i\u010dana a\u00a0kter\u00fd je mysl\u00edm jako stvo\u0159en\u00fd do dne\u0161n\u00edho\u00a0mraziv\u00e9ho dne, vyhl\u00ed\u017een\u00e9ho ov\u0161em z\u00a0postele v\u00a0hardcorov\u00e9m\u00a0stavu\u2026<\/p>\n
Nastoupila jsem do autobusu. Mrzlo a\u00a0sn\u011b\u017eilo stejn\u011b\u00a0jako dnes v\u00a0Berl\u00edn\u011b, jen se to stalo p\u0159ed patn\u00e1cti lety\u00a0v\u00a0Brn\u011b, kter\u00e9 podle n\u011bkter\u00fdch nen\u00ed, ale j\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee je \u2014\u00a0jak jinak bych mohla \u010dekat v\u00a0mrazu na autobus? Autobus\u00a0p\u0159ijel na \u010das, ale proto\u017ee byla kalamita, jel ob\u010das\u00a0krokem. Cesta mezi Brnem a\u00a0 Strmilovem m\u011bla trvat\u00a0sedm hodin. Lid\u00e9 v\u00a0kab\u00e1tech a\u00a0\u010depic\u00edch drkotali zubama\u00a0u\u017e od Rosic, ka\u0161lali, vzdychali, \u0161oupali nerv\u00f3zn\u011b prok\u0159ehl\u00fdma\u00a0nohama, ti \u0161\u0165astn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed loupali mandarinky, ti,\u00a0co m\u011bli mobiln\u00ed telefony, \u0161pa\u010dkovali hlasit\u011b zpr\u00e1vy, m\u00e1-\u00a0lokter\u00fd telefon m\u011bl zti\u0161uj\u00edc\u00ed za\u0159\u00edzen\u00ed\u2026 A\u017e do T\u0159eb\u00ed\u010de podivn\u011b\u00a0snov\u00e1 plavba sn\u011bhovou kalamitou\u2026 V\u00a0T\u0159eb\u00ed\u010di na\u00a0n\u00e1dra\u017e\u00ed do ikarusu nastoupila \u017eena a\u00a0mu\u017e. Velmi otyl\u00fd\u00a0mu\u017e vodnat\u00e9 hlavy a\u00a0 jeho spolucestuj\u00edc\u00ed se siln\u00fdmi\u00a0obrou\u010dkami a\u00a0slepeckou hol\u00ed. On kulhal a\u00a0ona ho podp\u00ed-\u00a0rala. \u017dena vyslovila u\u00a0\u0159idi\u010de neartikulovanou \u0159e\u010d\u00ed nedosl\u00fdchav\u00fdch:\u00a0\u201eDvakr\u00e1t tam.\u201c \u201eKam tam?\u201c zeptal se vy\u010derpan\u00fd\u00a0\u0159idi\u010d. \u201eKam vy, tam my\u2026\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bl z\u00e1hadn\u011b mu\u017e.\u00a0\u0158idi\u010d ml\u010dky pok\u00fdval hlavou k\u00a0ceduli na palubn\u00ed desce,\u00a0na n\u00ed\u017e vedle houpaj\u00edc\u00edho se ply\u0161ov\u00e9ho medv\u011bda a\u00a0parf\u00e9-\u00a0movan\u00e9ho stromku st\u00e1la cedule Brno \u2013 \u010cesk\u00e9 Bud\u011bjovice.\u00a0Mo\u017en\u00e1 si teprve te\u010f v\u0161iml, \u017ee i\u00a0mu\u017e je asi trochu slep\u00fd. Aha \u2014 a\u00a0 \u017eena naopak vidouc\u00ed?\u2026\u00a0 Mu\u017e zaplatil na\u00a0slevovou pr\u016fkazku a\u00a0sunul se kulhav\u011b se svou partnerkou\u00a0do seda\u010dky za \u0159idi\u010de. Lid\u00e9 zneklidn\u011bli. Dvojice, stm\u00ed-\u00a0v\u00e1n\u00ed, nekone\u010dn\u00e1 pomalost, sn\u011bhov\u00e9 z\u00e1tarasy rozmazan\u00e9\u00a0za zad\u00fdchan\u00fdmi okny studen\u00e9ho autobusu, na oknech\u00a0tu a\u00a0tam ledov\u00e9 kv\u011bty, jiho\u010desk\u00fd Novosibirsk. Mu\u017e odlo-\u00a0\u017eil h\u016fl, svou dla\u0148 zlehka polo\u017eil na \u017eeninu tv\u00e1\u0159, hledal\u00a0jej\u00ed nos, pak o\u010di, sp\u00e1nky a\u00a0\u00fasta\u2026\u00a0\u201eNehovor ni\u010d, len cestuj\u00a0so mnou,\u201c \u0159ekl\u2026 A\u00a0ona se usm\u00e1la, kousla se do rtu.\u00a0Za Mr\u00e1kot\u00ednem v\u0161ak \u017eena znenad\u00e1n\u00ed zneklidn\u011bla, k\u00fdvala\u00a0se zep\u0159edu dozadu a\u00a0na\u0159\u00edkala. V\u00a0tom okam\u017eiku mu\u017e\u00a0vstal a\u00a0vr\u00e1vorav\u011b, mezi Bol\u00edkovem a\u00a0Studenou, \u017e\u00e1dal \u0159idi\u010de,\u00a0aby ihned zastavil, \u017ee oni mus\u00ed\u2026 \u201eTady nem\u016f\u017eu,\u201c
\nodpov\u011bd\u011bl \u0159idi\u010d a\u00a0d\u00e1l se sunul b\u00edlou tmou, nejkr\u00e1sn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed\u00a0krajinou sv\u011bta, lesem pod Javo\u0159ic\u00ed.<\/p>\n
\u201eMus\u00edte!\u201c<\/p>\n
\u201eNesm\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n
\u201eMy mus\u00edme!\u201c<\/p>\n
\u201eNev\u00edm, co m\u00e1m d\u011blat.\u201c<\/p>\n
\u201eMy v\u00edme, my mus\u00edme.\u201c<\/p>\n
Zezadu se ozval star\u00fd mu\u017e:\u00a0\u201ePus\u0165te je, je to jejich p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n
N\u011bkdo zep\u0159edu \u0159ekl:\u00a0\u201ePr\u00e1vo.\u201c<\/p>\n
N\u011bkdo se zle uchechtl, n\u011bkomu sk\u00e1pla na sedadlo slina\u00a0a\u00a0n\u011bkdo rad\u011bji ned\u011blal nic.<\/p>\n
Autobus jel beztak zase krokem. Od kroku krok k\u00a0zastaven\u00ed,\u00a0\u0159idi\u010d v\u00a0b\u00e1zliv\u00e9 \u00falev\u011b otev\u0159el dve\u0159e a\u00a0agresivn\u011b si
\nodka\u0161lal\u2026<\/p>\n
A\u00a0ti dva, velic\u00ed svou mocnou velebnost\u00ed (jako by u\u017e\u00a0nepat\u0159ili do na\u0161eho sv\u011bta: Nehovor ni\u010d, len cestuj so\u00a0mnou\u2026),\u00a0opou\u0161t\u011bli ikarus\u2026<\/p>\n
Do zasn\u011b\u017een\u00e9ho lesa vstupuj\u00ed. \u017dena a\u00a0mu\u017e. Je\u0161t\u011b chv\u00ed-\u00a0li jsou na silnici vid\u011bt jejich mizej\u00edc\u00ed neforemn\u00e1 t\u011bla\u00a0v\u00a0kab\u00e1tech, zabodnut\u00e1 slepeck\u00e1 h\u016fl, jejich stopy. Ale i\u00a0ty\u00a0brzy p\u0159ikryje sn\u00edh. V\u0161echno nakonec zmiz\u00ed. Tak jako
\ntahle v\u011bta, tak jako tento Z\u00e1pisn\u00edk. Tak jako v\u0161echno,\u00a0co sv\u00edr\u00e1me ti\u0161e a\u00a0b\u00e1zliv\u011b v\u00a0dlan\u00edch \u2014 to za dosahem dotek\u016f\u2026<\/p>\n
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„Berlinsky zapisnik“ (Druhe mesto Verlag, 2016)<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Samou l\u00edtost\u00ed z\u00a0toho, co kon\u010d\u00ed, jsem asi dostala ch\u0159ipku.\u00a0Takovou, kterou si vybavuju jen z\u00a0 d\u011btstv\u00ed. S\u00a0 vysokou\u00a0hore\u010dkou, v\u00a0n\u00ed\u017e jsem se a\u017e do dne\u0161ka p\u0159edh\u00e1n\u011bla s\u00a0F\u2026\u00a0K\u00a0 r\u00e1nu dokonce halucinace; mu\u017e se m\u011b v\u00a0 m\u00fdch divok\u00fdch\u00a0vidin\u00e1ch zeptal:\u00a0\u201cAre you hardcore?\u201d Pro\u010d se m\u011b\u00a0ptal anglicky, pro\u010d na takovou pitomost? P\u0159esto na to\u00a0od r\u00e1na, beztak se vzm\u016f\u017eu jen na polobd\u011bl\u00e9 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":6726,"template":"","categories":[27,10],"class_list":["post-6725","stsp_text","type-stsp_text","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-issue-4","category-prosa"],"yoast_head":"\n