{"id":16483,"date":"2021-06-04T11:00:30","date_gmt":"2021-06-04T09:00:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stadtsprachen.de\/de\/?post_type=stsp_text&p=16483"},"modified":"2021-06-17T15:14:15","modified_gmt":"2021-06-17T13:14:15","slug":"zimni-kniha-o-lasce","status":"publish","type":"stsp_text","link":"https:\/\/stadtsprachen.de\/en\/text\/zimni-kniha-o-lasce\/","title":{"rendered":"Zimn\u00ed kniha o l\u00e1sce"},"content":{"rendered":"

Je jeden mu\u017e, Barichello \/zimn\u00ed kniha o l\u00e1sce\/<\/em><\/p>\n

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Ka\u017ed\u00fd den te\u010f p\u00ed\u0161u jeden kr\u00e1tk\u00fd text o jednom mu\u017ei, jak jste m\u011b s\u00a0P.E. \/Peter Esterh\u00e1zy\/ doporu\u010dili. D\u011bkuji. Je to hezk\u00fd, klidn\u00fd, zimn\u00ed zvyk.
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Je jeden mu\u017e. Miluji ho. Je star\u00fd jako metuzal\u00e9m a kdy\u017e se prot\u00e1hne, praskaj\u00ed mu kosti v\u00a0t\u011ble. Nen\u00e1vid\u00ed m\u011b dravou nen\u00e1vist\u00ed chud\u00fdch starc\u016f. Tvrd\u00ed, \u017ee p\u0159ich\u00e1zej\u00ed dny bezplatn\u00fdch most\u016f. To je n\u011bco o smrti? Goethe? Nerozum\u00edm mu ani slovo a proto ho tolik miluji. Piju s\u00a0n\u00edm nejrad\u011bji ruskou \u010dokol\u00e1du a p\u0159em\u00edt\u00e1me o Fontanovi, proto\u017ee ten je dlouho mrtev a t\u00e9ma je to v\u00edcem\u00e9n\u011b neutr\u00e1ln\u00ed. \u0158\u00edk\u00e1m mu. Srdce mi puk\u00e1 jen tak oby\u010dejn\u011b. Praporem m\u00e9 lo\u010fky je Va\u0161e st\u0159\u00edzlivost. Brusl\u00edte? Miluji V\u00e1s. Ale je to t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9, takto a tolik!\u00a0 Ml\u010d\u00ed trochu vzpupn\u011b. A pak mi krasopisn\u011b na \u00fa\u010dtenku nap\u00ed\u0161e: co furt otravuje\u0161<\/em>?<\/p>\n

Je to jedno hnut\u00ed. Miluji ho. Jmenuje se gender. Nen\u00e1vid\u00ed m\u011b. Tvrd\u00ed, \u017ee nemohu, \u017ee prost\u011b nemohu ps\u00e1t v r\u016f\u017eov\u00e9m negli\u017e\u00e9 s\u00a0ry\u0161av\u00fdm kn\u00edrkem.<\/p>\n

Je jeden mu\u017e. Nen\u00e1vid\u00edm ho. A je mi ho i l\u00edto. Skl\u00e1n\u00ed se nade mnou v\u00a0n\u00e1dra\u017en\u00ed hospod\u011b U Ma\u0161inky<\/em>. Je to tlust\u00fd, ple\u0161at\u00edc\u00ed \u010d\u00ed\u0161n\u00edk, se skly zam\u017een\u00fdmi v\u00fdpary z\u00a0kuchyn\u011b. \u0158\u00edk\u00e1m mu: pane, d\u00e1m si ruskou \u010dokol\u00e1du. Se \u0161leha\u010dkou. \u00dasta se mu zk\u0159iv\u00ed a na\u0159\u00edkaj\u00ed: \u201eA to\u0165 to\u0165 to\u0165, to\u0165 jako co?\u201c. P\u00e1chnou kysele, ta \u00fasta. Trp\u011bliv\u011b mu vysv\u011btl\u00edm, \u017ee jde o b\u011b\u017en\u00fd habsbursko-monarchistick\u00fd zvyk, V\u00edde\u0148 \u017ee je nedaleko. Tak\u017ee v ka\u017ed\u00e9 na\u0161\u00ed mil\u00e9 moravsk\u00e9 n\u00e1dra\u017en\u00ed hosp\u016fdce by m\u011bli m\u00edt ruskou \u010dokol\u00e1du. Ztr\u00e1c\u00edm ale jistotu, a ano, u\u017e se mu dokonce omlouv\u00e1m, omlouv\u00e1m se. \u201eMy tu nejzme \u017e\u00e1dny Rittz, to si mosi\u0161 do ciziny,\u201c sykne a ran\u00ed m\u011b \u0161\u00edpem nacionalismu. V\u017edy\u0165 je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed chv\u00edl\u00ed jsem byla v\u00a0cizin\u011b a vzhl\u00ed\u017eela ku…\u00a0 Za \u0161pinav\u00fdmi okny jezd\u00ed \u0161pinav\u00e9 rychl\u00edky a osob\u00e1\u010dky, v\u00a0nich sed\u00ed \u0161pinav\u00e9 d\u011bti a maminky v\u00a0b\u00edl\u00fdch bund\u00e1ch s\u00a0fleky na sv\u011btl\u00fdch rifl\u00edch, rozloben\u00e9 u\u017e z\u00a0Olomouce, \u017ee tak\u00e9 ony u\u017e jsou \u0161pinav\u00e9, tak smutn\u011b, beznad\u011bjn\u011b \u0161pinav\u00e9. U Ma\u0161inky se netop\u00ed, nebo top\u00ed, ale jen tak, aby se ne\u0159eklo, tak\u017ee sp\u00ed\u0161 netop\u00ed, topen\u00ed je vla\u017en\u00e9 a t\u0159em osam\u011bl\u00fdm pij\u00e1k\u016fm stoup\u00e1 od huby p\u00e1ra. Leden; pr\u0161\u00ed do sn\u011bhu. Tak\u017ee pigigrog,<\/em> zap\u00ed\u0161e si \u010d\u00ed\u0161n\u00edk.\u00a0 V\u00a0r\u00e1diu se zept\u00e1 moder\u00e1torka,\u00a0 jak by si mu\u017ei p\u0159edstavovali ide\u00e1ln\u00ed \u017eenu. A u\u017e se se\u0161ly odpov\u011bdi, u\u017e to h\u00e1\u017ee do \u00e9teru. Tak\u017ee, \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 moder\u00e1torka, ide\u00e1ln\u00ed \u017eena by m\u011bla \u0159\u00edct: \u201evoprcej m\u011b t\u0159ikr\u00e1t denn\u011b, ale nejprv ti vy\u017eehl\u00edm ko\u0161ile a trenky, alebo: <\/em>mil\u00e1\u010dku, nechala jsem ti maso v\u00a0troub\u011b, pivo m\u00e1\u0161 v\u00a0lednici, v\u00a0telin\u011b fotbal, a a\u017e se dod\u00edv\u00e1\u0161, tak…ked\u017ee<\/em>\u201c, zasm\u011bje se \u017eena hlasem, z\u00a0n\u011bho\u017e zpo\u010d\u00e1tku nelze vy\u010d\u00edst jednozna\u010dnou emoci, ale te\u010f u\u017e ano, proto\u017ee jak to \u0159\u00edk\u00e1, hlas ji postupn\u011b selh\u00e1v\u00e1. Snad \u0161lo p\u016fvodn\u011b o slu\u0161nou katolickou d\u00edvku z Rimavsk\u00e9 Soboty, a\u017e do doby, ne\u017e jako el\u00e9vka vstoupila do r\u00e1dia B\u0159eclavsk\u00fd \u0161uhaj<\/em>. Mo\u017en\u00e1 b\u00fdvala a\u017e do tohoto nesly\u0161iteln\u00e9ho sk\u0159eku veselou roztle\u010dk\u00e1va\u010dkou m\u00edstn\u00ed ligy, slavnou zejm\u00e9na na b\u0159eclavsku, ale te\u010f, zni\u010dehonic, se j\u00ed zacht\u011blo d\u011blat v\u00a0\u017eivot\u011b zrazu <\/em>n\u011bco u\u017eite\u010dn\u011bj\u0161\u00edho<\/em>, a nev\u00ed p\u0159esn\u011b co<\/em>, tak pro za\u010d\u00e1tek zadr\u017euje aspo\u0148 pl\u00e1\u010d… Po per\u00f3nu projde sta\u0159enka, \u0161our\u00e1 se o berl\u00edch a vrac\u00ed kl\u00ed\u010de od klozetu. Vlak ji mezit\u00edm uj\u00ed\u017ed\u00ed… Jsme otroky sv\u00fdch tu\u017eeb, \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m letargick\u00e9mu grogu v\u00a0m\u011bste\u010dku O. a ani grog u\u017e nedop\u00edj\u00edm. Nastupuji do \u0161pinav\u00e9ho osob\u00e1\u010dku, pak do rychl\u00edku, pak do rakety, jen mus\u00edm rychle vyhledat kup\u00e9\u010dko bez maminky v\u00a0b\u00edl\u00e9 \u0161pinav\u00e9 bund\u011b, co \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 sv\u00e9mu mu\u017ei: \u201epivo m\u00e1\u0161 v\u00a0lednici a fotbal v telin\u011b, ud\u011blej mi to t\u0159ikr\u00e1t denn\u011b, tak j\u00e1 jdu, miz\u00edm\u201c. T\u00e9 hodn\u00e9 i lhostejn\u00e9 maminky, co se pozd\u011bji venku zamysl\u00ed nad sv\u00fdm \u017eivotem a div\u00ed se: \u201ejak m\u011b ale m\u016f\u017ee milovat, kdy\u017e jsem sou\u010dasn\u011b venku, tak zoufale zmizel\u00e1 a\u00a0 opu\u0161t\u011bn\u00e1?\u201c A na\u0159\u00edk\u00e1 pak smutn\u011b takov\u00e1 maminka b\u00edl\u00e9 \u0161pinav\u00e9 bundy; a jsou jich mraky, maminek takov\u00fdch. Jsou \u010distotn\u00e9, perou, \u017eehl\u00ed, pe\u010dou, trouby v\u011b\u010dn\u011b na\u017ehaven\u00e9 a piva v\u011b\u010dn\u011b vychlazen\u00e1; a hodn\u00e9 jsou, ne jako j\u00e1… Tak s\u00a0nimi pr\u00e1v\u011b te\u010f nechci sed\u011bt v\u00a0kup\u00e9\u010dku. M\u00e1m jin\u00fd program: ruskou \u010dokol\u00e1du. Takovou tu, kter\u00e1 nen\u00ed.<\/p>\n

Je jedno hnut\u00ed. Miluji ho. \u0158\u00edkaj\u00ed si femen. Pr\u00e1v\u011b dnes jeho \u010dlenky bojuj\u00ed v\u00a0mraziv\u00e9m Davosu. Maj\u00ed pomalovan\u00e1 \u0148adra s hesly za pr\u00e1va \u017een. Na zem je seslal B\u016fh. Bojuj\u00ed\u00a0 proti c\u00edrkvi, ale B\u016fh je miluje, proto\u017ee jestli je B\u016fh mu\u017eem, a B\u016fh je<\/em> p\u0159ece mu\u017eem, pak miluje jejich upraven\u00e9 vlasy, vyholen\u00e1 ohanb\u00ed, rud\u00e9 rty a obna\u017een\u00e1 \u0148adra, jejich militantn\u00ed odhodl\u00e1n\u00ed, \u00fanavu i pe\u010dliv\u00fd marketing.\u00a0 Tak\u00e9 n\u011bkter\u00e9 \u017eeny a mu\u017ei Femeny miluj\u00ed. Z\u00a0mu\u017e\u016f nejv\u00edc feministi\u010dt\u00ed pr\u00e1vn\u00edci, co za n\u011b bojuj\u00ed proti machistick\u00fdm pr\u00e1vn\u00edk\u016fm a pak mafi\u00e1n, co je v\u0161echny tajn\u011b \u0159\u00edd\u00ed.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Je jedno hnut\u00ed. Jeho \u010dlenky pl\u00e1\u010dou do sv\u011btov\u00fdch kamer, piluj\u00ed si nehty, barv\u00ed vlasy a jen tak bokem v\u00a0saun\u011b vym\u00fd\u0161lej\u00ed strategie. A je to hnut\u00ed i velmi sm\u011b\u0161n\u00e9 i velmi zav\u00e1\u017en\u00e9; siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e femimismus, siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e gender, siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e facebook, siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e ekologie, siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e veganstv\u00ed, siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e workshop o sexismu, siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e maskulinn\u00ed nejistota, siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e metafora, siln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e l\u00e1ska… je to sextrismus. D\u011btsk\u00fd a krut\u00fd jak lvovsk\u00e1 bajka.<\/p>\n

Je jeden mu\u017e. Stoj\u00edm naproti n\u011bmu v\u00a0dom\u00e1c\u00edch pot\u0159eb\u00e1ch. Jsem o hlavu vy\u0161\u0161\u00ed. M\u011b\u0159\u00ed tedy odhadem 163 centimetr\u016f. M\u00e1 modr\u00fd pl\u00e1\u0161\u0165 vedouc\u00edho prodejny, ple\u0161, \u010derven\u00fd nos, m\u00edrnou nadv\u00e1hu a v\u00a0pl\u00e1\u0161ti propisku. Je \u00faslu\u017en\u00fd. Odpuzuje m\u011b. \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Miluji ho, kdy\u017e je mi p\u011bt a jemu sedm. Blon\u010fat\u00e9 kudrnat\u00e9 vl\u00e1sky, o\u010di modr\u00e9, and\u00edlek. Jedeme s\u00a0jeho rodi\u010di trabantem na chatu. Sn\u00edh taje, kusy ledu v \u0159ece. Jak d\u00e1t chlapci poc\u00edtit s\u00edlu sv\u00e9 l\u00e1sky?\u00a0 D\u00edv\u00e1m se mu za j\u00edzdy na boty, v\u00fd\u0161 u\u017e ne, v\u00fd\u0161 se styd\u00edm, tam v\u00fd\u0161 m\u00e1 tv\u00e1\u0159, o\u010di a taky \u00fasta, a n\u011bkde uprost\u0159ed pind\u00edka, ten m\u011b v\u00a0tu chv\u00edli nezaj\u00edm\u00e1, to u\u017e sp\u00ed\u0161e du\u0161e jeho. Jsme na chat\u011b.\u00a0 Rodi\u010de n\u00e1s pos\u00edlaj\u00ed s plechovou konv\u00ed pro vodu k\u00a0\u0159ece. Jdeme. V\u00a0lese mi chlap\u010duljatko \u0159\u00edk\u00e1, \u017ee ho to se mnou nebav\u00ed, jsem debiln\u00ed,\u00a0 m\u00e1m j\u00edt sama. Jdu.\u00a0 A u\u017e jsem u \u0159eky, u\u017e se s\u00a0konv\u00ed nakl\u00e1n\u00edm. Proud je siln\u00fd, strhne konev. Sko\u010d\u00edm za konv\u00ed, miluji ho. A miluji proto i tu konev, proto\u017ee pat\u0159\u00ed vedouc\u00edmu z\u00a0pot\u0159eb dom\u00e1c\u00edch, ale to nev\u00edm, to p\u0159ece je\u0161t\u011b nev\u00edm, \u017ee bude vedouc\u00edm. Strhne m\u011b proud \u0159eky, chytnu se klacku. Konev uplave, vzp\u0159\u00ed\u010d\u00ed se a\u017e dole u splavu. Neutop\u00edm se, jen se mokr\u00e1 vrac\u00edm s\u00a0klackem v\u00a0ruce bez konve. Nad kamny se su\u0161\u00ed m\u00e9 pun\u010doch\u00e1\u010de, jsem p\u0159ikryt\u00e1 dekou a jeho tat\u00ednek mi vyhro\u017euje: \u201ety, jestli va\u0161i nemajou poji\u0161t\u011bn\u00ed, tak s tou konvou nevim, ty…\u201c\u00a0 \u201eTy\u201c, \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m vedouc\u00edmu z\u00a0dom\u00e1c\u00edch pot\u0159eb:\u00a0 \u201em\u00e1te \u017e\u00e1rovku 250 wat\u016f, ale ne \u0161etrnou, po\u0159\u00e1dnou, takhle velikou?\u201c Rozsv\u00edt\u00ed se.\u00a0 \u017dalud pod pl\u00e1\u0161t\u011bm se mu zdu\u0159\u00ed. Kousne se do jazyka. Jmenuje se Lojza a je t\u0159ikr\u00e1t rozveden.<\/p>\n

Je jeden mu\u017e. Miluji ho. Miluje m\u011b. Je to m\u016fj mu\u017e. Stoj\u00edm proti n\u011bmu jen v\u00a0pun\u010doch\u00e1\u010d\u00edch, je noc, jsem t\u011bhotn\u00e1, moc. A pak se zni\u010dehonic po\u010dur\u00e1m. Je znechucen\u00fd. J\u00e1 ale miluji ten n\u00e1hl\u00fd pocit mokr\u00fdch pun\u010doch\u00e1\u010d\u016f. Usm\u00edv\u00e1m se nep\u0159\u00edli\u0161 byst\u0159e, nen\u00ed to p\u0159ece nic osobn\u00edho, nic proti na\u0161emu sou\u017eit\u00ed. On v\u0161ak miluje hygienu. Kdo to bude pr\u00e1t? zlob\u00ed se. Pr\u00e1t se mus\u00ed na 90 stupn\u016f, \u0161p\u00ednu je nutno vyva\u0159it. \u00dasta je t\u0159eba vydrhnout, \u00fad je t\u0159eba namydlit, proboha slib mi, \u017ee je\u0161t\u011b nerod\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee nerod\u00ed\u0161. Pros\u00edm, \u017ee nerod\u00ed\u0161? Nerod\u00edm, \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m mu ti\u0161e. Ale r\u00e1da bych ti jednou porodila chlapce. Takov\u00e9ho, \u00fapln\u011b takov\u00e9ho jako jsi ty s\u00e1m, jen aby nebyl tak posedl\u00fd hygienou…\u00a0 Usm\u00edv\u00e1 se zase jako v\u00edt\u011bz, pra\u010dka pere pun\u010doch\u00e1\u010de, olt\u00e1\u0159 \u010distoty se ot\u00e1\u010d\u00ed. Tomu se \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 myzofobie, hloupou\u010dk\u00e1….Jdu sp\u00e1t, v\u017edy\u0165 je noc. V\u00ed\u0165\u011bzov\u00e9 b\u00fdvaj\u00ed osam\u011bl\u00ed, z\u00e1vodn\u00edku Barichlello, tos nev\u011bd\u011bl? L\u00edbaj\u00ed v\u00a0c\u00edlov\u00e9 rovince p\u0159i st\u00e1tn\u00ed hymn\u011b vlajku, ale jsou osam\u011bl\u00ed, stra\u0161liv\u011b osam\u011bl\u00ed… V\u00fdjime\u010dn\u011b ho opou\u0161t\u00edm, v\u017edycky mu odpou\u0161t\u00edm. Miluji ho, nen\u00e1vid\u00edm, miluje m\u011b, nen\u00e1vid\u00ed. Je jeden mu\u017e, je to m\u016fj mu\u017e.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Dnes jsem ji poprv\u00e9 zahl\u00e9dla v\u00a0chodb\u011b na\u0161eho domu. Ano, Ester\u00e1kova dcera. Vyn\u00e1\u0161ela do patra ko\u010d\u00e1rek se sv\u00fdm mal\u00fdm synkem, chv\u00edli jsem za n\u00ed b\u011b\u017eela, zrychlen\u00fd dech, pak jsem nad t\u00edm m\u00e1vla rukou, co by si pomyslela, \u017ee jsem psychopatka? \u0160la jsem dom\u016f a uva\u0159ila si \u010daj. Ona u\u017e mezit\u00edm v\u00a0okn\u011b sv\u00e9 kuchyn\u011b trhala pomal\u00fdm pohybem m\u00e1tu.<\/em><\/p>\n

Je jeden mu\u017e. U\u017e um\u00ed narozd\u00edl ode mn\u011b \u010d\u00edst i ps\u00e1t, ale dost \u0161patn\u011b; nikdy v\u00a0tom ostatn\u011b nevynikne. Na jejich chat\u011b jsme byli, poje\u010fme na tu na\u0161i. P\u0159ijel sem kv\u016fli bratrovi, ne kv\u016fli m\u011b, a ano, je to on, Lojza… \u0161ept\u00e1 si s\u00a0m\u00fdm bratrem na p\u016fd\u011b a pak m\u011b slavnostn\u011b ozn\u00e1m\u00ed, \u017ee m\u011b pol\u00edb\u00ed, kdy\u017e vydr\u017e\u00edm deset minut ve tm\u011b zav\u0159en\u00e9ho pe\u0159in\u00e1\u010de, na kter\u00fd si oba sednou. Nesm\u00edm v\u0161ak zapomenout, \u017ee pe\u0159in\u00e1\u010d je rakev a chc\u00edpaj\u00ed v\u00a0n\u00ed mrtv\u00fd mrtvoly, \u0159ekne je\u0161t\u011b. Pak odklop\u00ed v\u00edko z buku, tak j\u00e1 tam lezu, j\u00e1 lezu, kluci. Zaklop\u00ed v\u00edko, sly\u0161\u00edm, jak zadr\u017euj\u00ed sm\u00edch. V\u00a0pe\u0159in\u00e1\u010di to smrd\u00ed zatuchlinou, my\u0161\u00ed hov\u00ednka, a taky ty mrtv\u00e9 mrtvoly, co tam chc\u00edpaj\u00ed. Po\u010d\u00edt\u00e1m do des\u00edti, vyslov\u00edm pozp\u00e1tku slovo \u017eloutek<\/em>. Pak si p\u0159edstavuju, jak se to stane. Ta pusa. Mysl\u00edm na to cel\u00e9 minuty. V\u00edko se otev\u0159e. A budouc\u00ed vedouc\u00ed z\u00a0dom\u00e1c\u00edch pot\u0159eb mi \u0159\u00edk\u00e1: Pol\u00edb\u00edm t\u011b. Pol\u00edb\u00edm. Ale mus\u00ed\u0161 m\u011b pohoupat na houpa\u010dce. Tak jdeme na houpa\u010dku za chatu, a nen\u00ed to houpa\u010dka, je to houpac\u00ed s\u00ed\u0165, zav\u011b\u0161en\u00e1 mezi smrky. C\u00edt\u00edm, jak mi tlu\u010de srdce. Leze tam jako pavouk do pavu\u010diny, napadne m\u011b, aha, j\u00e1 jsem asi moucha.\u00a0 Za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1m ho pomalu houpat.\u00a0 Houpu a houpu, mezi zuby m\u00e1 L. \u017elut\u00e9 st\u00e9blo obil\u00ed. Je srpen. Houpu ho a houpu, houpu sv\u016fj \u017eivot, \u017eivoty sv\u00fdch rodi\u010d\u016f, \u017eivoty mrtv\u00fdch my\u0161\u00ed, \u017eivoty mrtv\u00fdch du\u0161\u00ed, utopen\u00fdch konv\u00ed v\u00a0\u0159ece, houpu ho a houpu, tancuju a houpu, miluju a houpu, nen\u00e1vid\u00edm a houpu, miluju a houpu a el\u00e1, hop…..\u00a0 L. spadne \u2013 m\u016fj budouc\u00ed z\u00a0pot\u0159eb dom\u00e1c\u00edch – ups… Naraz\u00ed si nos. Zlom\u00ed si nos. Chud\u00e1\u010dek. Vyjekne a zak\u0159i\u010d\u00ed. U\u017e m\u011b nepol\u00edb\u00ed, nest\u00edh\u00e1 m\u011b ani nen\u00e1vid\u011bt. Mus\u00ed na pohotovost. M\u00e1 zlomen\u00fd nos, m\u00e1 ten m\u016fj Lojza rozbit\u00fd fr\u0148\u00e1k, je to netvor s hnusn\u00fdm\u00a0rozbit\u00fdm fr\u0148\u00e1kem a netu\u0161\u00ed, \u017ee za p\u00e1r let moc nevyroste, bude m\u00edt ple\u0161 a m\u00edrnou nadv\u00e1hu a bude popul\u00e1rn\u00ed p\u0159edev\u0161\u00edm v\u00a0dom\u00e1c\u00edch pot\u0159eb\u00e1ch na\u00a0 Kobli\u017en\u00e9 a v\u00a0p\u0159ilehl\u00fdch uli\u010dk\u00e1ch. A to jsem pro n\u011bj le\u017eela v\u00a0rakvi. P\u0159ipravena k\u00a0polibku. Byla jsem v\u00a0rakvi pro nic, \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m si. Zlomila jsem mu nos, pl\u00e1\u010du. Tak tedy srdce za nos. Je mi l\u00edto jeho \u017eivota, zlomen\u00e9ho a\u00a0 zpackan\u00e9ho. Miluji ho, nen\u00e1vid\u00ed m\u011b, miluji, nen\u00e1vid\u00ed…brzy mi v\u0161ak bude lhostejn\u00fd.<\/p>\n

Je jeden mu\u017e. Miluji ho.\u00a0 Jsem d\u00edt\u011b a p\u0159es rok trp\u00edm nespavost\u00ed. \u010ctu si o n\u011bm v\u00a0 kadibuce za chatou v\u00a0 zim\u011b roku 1984, ve stoplusjedni\u010dce, nespal t\u0159i roky, je to rekordman z\u00a0Quinesovy knihy, jmenuje se M. Cevres. Je z\u00a0Havany a kdy\u017e se ho ptali, co d\u011bl\u00e1 jako nesp\u00e1\u010d, odpov\u00eddal, \u017ee chyt\u00e1 v\u00a0noci mouchy a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00ed o osudu t\u00e9to planety a taky o l\u00e1sce k\u00a0\u017een\u011b p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00ed, a o sv\u00fdch t\u0159ech kr\u00e1sn\u00fdch, kub\u00e1nsk\u00fdch d\u011btech. Kdy\u017e si o n\u011bm \u010dtu, \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m kadibudce kub\u00edbudka<\/em> a nechce se mi odej\u00edt. Ani kdy\u017e je venku tma, zima, rampouchy a sn\u00edh. Miluji ho. A nav\u00edc m\u00e1 vousy. Jako m\u016fj tat\u00ednek, jako Fidel Castro, jako B\u016fh.<\/p>\n

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Je jeden mu\u017e, Barichello \/zimn\u00ed kniha o l\u00e1sce\/ \u00a0 Ka\u017ed\u00fd den te\u010f p\u00ed\u0161u jeden kr\u00e1tk\u00fd text o jednom mu\u017ei, jak jste m\u011b s\u00a0P.E. \/Peter Esterh\u00e1zy\/ doporu\u010dili. D\u011bkuji. Je to hezk\u00fd, klidn\u00fd, zimn\u00ed zvyk. Je jeden mu\u017e. Miluji ho. Je star\u00fd jako metuzal\u00e9m a kdy\u017e se prot\u00e1hne, praskaj\u00ed mu kosti v\u00a0t\u011ble. 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