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Berlin K\u00fclt\u00fcr Senat\u00f6rl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn 2021 Y\u0131l\u0131 Edebiyat Bursu \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fc\u2019ne de\u011fer g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Giri\u015f<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Berlin 2019<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Buraday\u0131m yine. \u00c7ift \u015feritli yolun bu kesitinde durmu\u015f, demir parmakl\u0131klar\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki camiye, ikindi namaz\u0131ndan sonra pek sessizle\u015fmi\u015f olan bah\u00e7eye, bah\u00e7ede k\u00fcme k\u00fcme s\u0131ral\u0131 mezar ta\u015flar\u0131na bak\u0131yorum. Y\u0131llar sonra bir kez daha buraya gelmi\u015f midir, diye soruyorum kendi kendime. \u00d6yle ise, mutlaka sava\u015ftan sonra ve duvar hen\u00fcz in\u015fa edilmeden \u00f6nceki bir zaman dilimine denk gelmi\u015f olmal\u0131 bu geli\u015f. Ne u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z arazinin bir k\u00f6\u015fesindeki bu cami var ne de cami fikrini ye\u015fertebilecek bir tarih bu. Onun, art\u0131k orta ya\u015fa gelmi\u015f olan ablas\u0131yla birlikte tam da burada dikildi\u011fini ve en az bir kez g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hayal ediyorum. Dikilmi\u015fken b\u00f6yle, motor seslerini, pat\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131, yeknesak u\u00e7ak homurtular\u0131n\u0131 duymu\u015f, g\u00f6zlerini k\u0131s\u0131p buradan bile se\u00e7ilebilen \u015fehrin askeri havaalan\u0131n\u0131n hangarlar\u0131na da bakm\u0131\u015flard\u0131r mutlaka.
\n\u00dczeri \u015eEH\u0130TL\u0130K yaz\u0131s\u0131yla kabart\u0131lm\u0131\u015f levhan\u0131n alt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iyor, ayn\u0131 noktada benzer bir levhan\u0131n alt\u0131ndan onlar\u0131n da on y\u0131llar \u00f6nce ge\u00e7ti\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcr gibi oluyorum. Sanki bir su\u00e7u tek ba\u015f\u0131na \u00fcstlenmi\u015f de olay yerine geri d\u00f6nen bir fail gibi \u00f6nde y\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Rehberleri ise \u015fehrin mezarl\u0131klar\u0131ndan sorumlu bir memur \u2013diyelim ki ad\u0131 Frau Klein. Kad\u0131n bir \u015feyler anlat\u0131yor. \u201cKayserin hediyesi, Osmanl\u0131, T\u00fcrk topra\u011f\u0131, silah karde\u015fli\u011fi…\u201d Yas tutan\u0131 huzursuz edebilecek bu s\u00f6yleyi\u015f delip ge\u00e7iyor b\u00fct\u00fcn zamanlar\u0131, onun bug\u00fcne ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye kalk\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131mdaysa tuhaf, yabanc\u0131 bir sese d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor.
\nBeyaza \u00e7alan caminin yerine ye\u015fil bir kul\u00fcbeyi yerle\u015ftiriyorum zihnimde. Bir \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fmiyor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc mezar ta\u015flar\u0131 sava\u015ftan sonra nas\u0131l tanzim edilmi\u015flerse \u00f6yle de gelmi\u015f olmal\u0131lar bug\u00fcne. O ise y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc, g\u00f6vdesinin al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n tayiniyle bulmu\u015ftur mutlaka. G\u00f6rebiliyorum: \u0130stanbul kabristanlar\u0131ndaki gibi minareleri and\u0131ran ta\u015flara \u00f6ylesine bak\u0131yor; g\u00f6z\u00fc, bas\u0131k ve eskilikleriyle adeta yosun ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f olanlarda daha \u00e7ok. Her bir ta\u015f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda bodur taflanlar var. \u0130nsan\u0131n dikkatini da\u011f\u0131tacak kadar canl\u0131 a\u011fa\u00e7\u00e7\u0131klar. Ama ald\u0131rm\u0131yor; hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin, hi\u00e7 kimsenin tesiri alt\u0131na girip de oyalanmayacak kadar kararl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Arap\u00e7a dualar\u0131, Arap ve Latin harfleriyle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f isimleri okuyor: Pa\u015falar, sefirler, din g\u00f6revlileri, do\u011fum-\u00f6l\u00fcm y\u0131llar\u0131\u2026 Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir isim, bir harf, bir i\u015faret? Yok. \u00d6yleyse Frau Klein\u2019\u0131n anlatt\u0131klar\u0131na inanmak zorunda. Baz\u0131 ta\u015flar sava\u015f s\u0131ras\u0131nda k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, kaybolmu\u015f, bulunanlar yerine konmu\u015f, bulunamayanlar i\u00e7in yeniler uydurulmu\u015f. \u00dcstelik o ne bu \u015fehirde \u015fehit kabul edilebilecek bir devlet adam\u0131 ne de devletin sonradan sahiplenebilece\u011fi bir \u015fahsiyetti. Berlin\u2019den d\u00fcnyaya a\u00e7\u0131lmaya karar vermi\u015f dik ba\u015fl\u0131 bir kad\u0131n\u0131n babas\u0131yd\u0131 en \u00e7ok.
\nAma yine de bir durak aramal\u0131, o durakta teselli bulabilmeli. \u0130\u015fte, iki s\u00fctunun aras\u0131nda \u00fcst \u00fcste konmu\u015f, biri a\u00e7\u0131k, di\u011feri koyu renkli iki ta\u015f. \u00dcstteki koyu ta\u015fta Hafiz Sch\u00fckr\u00fc,<\/em> alttakinin \u00fczerinde ise Muhterem E\u015fi Nuriya<\/em> yaz\u0131lar\u0131 okunuyor. Tan\u0131d\u0131k. \u0130simlerin alt\u0131ndaki do\u011fum ve \u00f6l\u00fcm tarihleri, ta\u015fa kaz\u0131nm\u0131\u015f duas\u0131yla g\u00f6ze a\u015fina. S\u00fctunun hemen yan\u0131nda bir yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 and\u0131ran eski ta\u015f ise isimsiz ve sade. Arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 durak bu olabilir mi?
\nEli isimsiz ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerinde, ete\u011fini \u00f6nden bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na toplay\u0131p yere \u00e7\u00f6meliyor. Bluz yeninin alt\u0131ndan bile\u011fine do\u011fru sarkm\u0131\u015f mendili \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor. Ama g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 yok. Kupkuru. G\u00f6vdesi ve akl\u0131 donmu\u015f gibi.
\nAblas\u0131n\u0131n \u201cKuzum\u201d diyerek aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr gibi oluyorum \u015fimdi. Etraf\u0131 koyu halkalarla \u00e7evrili g\u00f6zleri \u00e7ukura inmi\u015f olan ablan\u0131n elinde i\u00e7i su dolu bir metal kutu var.\u00a0 Onun bu kutuyu nerede buldu\u011funu, suyu ne zaman ve nerde doldurdu\u011funu merak edebilir ama etmiyor. Ne kadar ya\u015f al\u0131rsa als\u0131n, o ya\u015fa hep ondan \u00f6nce ula\u015fan ablas\u0131 bu ne de olsa. Aralar\u0131nda sadece birka\u00e7 y\u0131l olsa da anne rol\u00fcn\u00fc seve seve \u00fcstlenmi\u015f, herkesten \u00f6nce elini tutan hayat arkada\u015f\u0131. Ablan\u0131n elindeki kaba kutsal k\u00e2seye bakar gibi bak\u0131yor, ard\u0131ndan da o kab\u0131n ta\u015fa do\u011fru e\u011fili\u015fini, suyun usulca topra\u011fa d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc seyrediyor. Suyun topra\u011fa kavu\u015fmas\u0131 bir dua gibi. O halde avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p dua edebilir \u015fimdi. Ku\u015fkusuz, sava\u015f sonras\u0131n\u0131n Berlin\u2019inde, askeri bir havaalan\u0131n\u0131n hemen dibindeki bir M\u00fcsl\u00fcman mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yap\u0131lan bu dua, \u0130stanbul\u2019da, mesela Karacaahmet Mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019ndaki bir duadan farkl\u0131 olacakt\u0131r. Do\u011fdu\u011fu topraklar\u0131n \u00e7ok uza\u011f\u0131nda, ta\u015f\u0131 ona ait olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bile belli olmayan bu mezarl\u0131kta yatan bir babadan \u00f6z\u00fcr dileyebilir ve yine o babaya bu d\u00fcnyay\u0131 \u015fik\u00e2yet edebilir.
\nSonunda giri\u015finde \u015eEH\u0130TL\u0130K levhas\u0131n\u0131n as\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fu, belki de ger\u00e7ekten sadece \u015fehit olanlar\u0131n kabul edildi\u011fi kabristanda, \u00fczerinde ne bir ismin ne de bir duan\u0131n yer ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 mezar ta\u015f\u0131na s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcyor.
\nOnlar b\u00f6yle yola devam ederlerken o ta\u015fa dokunuyorum ben de. Bunun baban\u0131n mezar ta\u015f\u0131 oldu\u011funu nereden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m ki \u015fimdi?
\nBir yol ar\u0131yorum ben de. Yeniden ba\u015flayabilmek i\u00e7in bir durak belki de. Elimde yar\u0131m yamalak bilgiler, zihnimde tamamlanamam\u0131\u015f eski bir hik\u00e2yeyle bu \u015fehirde b\u00f6yle kalakalm\u0131\u015f olmama \u015fa\u015f\u0131yorum. Ama \u015fa\u015fmamal\u0131; \u015fa\u015fmal\u0131, diyorum bir yandan da. Bir \u015feyden g\u00fc\u00e7 bulmal\u0131. Hik\u00e2yeye bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 aramal\u0131.
\nElimin alt\u0131ndaki ta\u015f serinli\u011fini yitirmi\u015fken bu kez de \u015fehrin merkezinde hayal ediyorum iki kad\u0131n\u0131. Kabristandan sonraki duraklar\u0131n\u0131. Bir zamanlar\u0131n o \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131, kalabal\u0131k caddesine in\u015faat tak\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7mi\u015flerdir. Y\u0131l 1952, 1953 olmal\u0131. Ne muazzam bir yeniden kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma ama. Farkl\u0131 \u00fcniformal\u0131 askerlerin ve sessiz bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda nas\u0131l da \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nlar \u00f6yle. \u015eehre dair bildikleri b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fckl\u00fc t\u00fcm resimler y\u0131rt\u0131lm\u0131\u015f da yeniden yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rlarken y\u0131rt\u0131k \u00e7izgiler ve eksik par\u00e7alar y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u015fehir tan\u0131nmaz hale gelmi\u015f sanki. \u015eurada yol boyu y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f d\u00fczinelerce binan\u0131n yoklu\u011fu a\u011f\u0131zda olu\u015fan kara bir bo\u015fluk gibi. \u015eu k\u00f6\u015fedeki \u00e7at\u0131s\u0131z duvarlar, \u015furada molozlar, ta\u015flar ve y\u0131k\u0131k evlerin aras\u0131ndan birden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131veren insanlar.\u00a0 Nollendorf Platz\u2019tan Tauentzien Caddesi\u2019ne kadar s\u00fcren bir ters y\u00fcz olmu\u015fluk hali kilisenin k\u0131r\u0131k kubbeleriyle doruk noktas\u0131na ula\u015f\u0131yor. O \u00fcnl\u00fc ma\u011faza, o paras\u0131 olana zenginli\u011fini hat\u0131rlatan ihti\u015faml\u0131 ma\u011faza nas\u0131l da s\u00f6n\u00fck. Bir zamanlar vitrinlerinde mankenler incecik endamlar\u0131yla kuma\u015f\u0131 cevhere \u00e7evirirken, \u015fimdi yoksulun ve a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131n bak\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7evirmi\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc: Vitrinlerinde kangal kangal sosisler, salam ve teneke konserveler var.
\n\u0130nsan binaya, kiliseye, k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kald\u0131r\u0131ma, soka\u011fa ac\u0131r m\u0131? diye soruyorum kendi kendime.
\nAc\u0131r. Kendine ac\u0131r gibi ac\u0131r.
\nElimi yass\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerinden \u00e7ekip yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndaki taflan\u0131n diri yapra\u011f\u0131nda gezdiriyorum bir s\u00fcre. Birden \u00fczerime d\u00fc\u015fen koyu g\u00f6lgeyi fark ediyor, aya\u011fa f\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Bunu \u00f6yle h\u0131zl\u0131 yapm\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131y\u0131m ki g\u00f6lgenin sahibi geriye do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m at\u0131yor.
\nGen\u00e7 bir adam bu. K\u0131sac\u0131k k\u0131rp\u0131lm\u0131\u015f b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131, uzun kollu, yakas\u0131z beyaz g\u00f6mle\u011fi, koyu kuma\u015f pantolonu ve bana \u015f\u00fcpheyle bakan k\u0131s\u0131k g\u00f6zleriyle buraya, bu camiye ait oldu\u011funu imliyor.
\n\u201cKusura bakmay\u0131n\u201d diyor adam. \u201cSizi ge\u00e7enlerde yine burada g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f olabilir miyim? Bu mezar ta\u015flar\u0131 epey eski, cami yap\u0131lmadan \u00e7ok \u00f6nceden vard\u0131lar, biliyorsunuz de\u011fil mi?\u201d
\n\u201cBiliyorum\u201d diyor ve \u00fczerinde \u00f6l\u00fcm tarihi olarak 1924 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n kaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu Haf\u0131z \u015e\u00fckr\u00fc\u2019n\u00fcn mezar ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6steriyorum. \u201cBak\u0131n, kabristan\u0131 kuran imam da kar\u0131s\u0131yla birlikte burada yat\u0131yor!\u201d
\nAdam soru dolu g\u00f6zlerle beni inceliyor. Biliyorum ki k\u0131sa k\u0131z\u0131l sa\u00e7lar\u0131mla, renkli k\u00fcpe ve bilekliklerimle, s\u0131rt \u00e7antam ve \u00fczerimdeki kotumla tart\u0131yor, konumland\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor beni. Sanki ne i\u015finiz var burada dememek i\u00e7in \u201cAra\u015ft\u0131rmac\u0131 m\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?\u201d diye soruyor sonunda.
\n\u201cEvet! \u00dczerinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yazar\u0131n babas\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131yorum. Charit\u00e9 Hastanesi\u2019nde tedavi olurken vefat etti\u011fi i\u00e7in buraya defnedildi\u011fi biliniyor.\u201d
\n\u201cYazar m\u0131? Babas\u0131 m\u0131? Biz cami y\u00f6netimi olarak mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kay\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131 bilgisayara ge\u00e7irdik. \u0130\u00e7eride ofisimiz var, sordunuz mu?\u201d
\n\u201cBiliyorum, sordum\u201d diyorum. \u201cAma arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m isim sizin kay\u0131tlarda yok.\u201d
\nYaz\u0131k, der gibi bir harekette bulunuyor adam. Ya da asl\u0131nda bamba\u015fka bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor da ben b\u00f6yle anl\u0131yorum. Neden ilgileniyor ki benimle? Buradaki varl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan hazzetmedi\u011fini tahmin etmek zor de\u011fil.\u00a0 Huzursuz.\u00a0 Susuyor. Susmasa ve sorsa ona ara\u015ft\u0131rmamdan bahseder miyim, bilmiyorum. Eminim, anlatsam bir s\u00fcre ilgiyle dinleyecektir onun hik\u00e2yesini. K\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre. Y\u00fcz ifadesi ben anlatt\u0131k\u00e7a de\u011fi\u015fecek, elleri, kollar\u0131 huzursuzca k\u0131p\u0131rdanacak. Er ge\u00e7 a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kacak olan \u201csak\u0131ncal\u0131\u201d kelimesiyle birlikte ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atacak. E\u011fer kavgac\u0131 bir mizaca sahipse tart\u0131\u015fmaya kalk\u0131\u015facak benimle, hatta belki de kabala\u015facak.
\nAsl\u0131nda b\u00f6ylesi daha iyi. Konu\u015fman\u0131n yolunu kapatmas\u0131. Huzursuzca susmas\u0131, derken ka\u00e7amak bir g\u00f6z selam\u0131ndan sonra camiye do\u011fru uzakla\u015fmas\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u0131\u015f kap\u0131ya y\u00f6neliyor, \u015eehitlik yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7erek \u00e7ift \u015feritli yola giriyorum. Kar\u015f\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131mdaki otob\u00fcs dura\u011f\u0131nda kad\u0131nl\u0131 erkekli kalabal\u0131k, esmer bir grup var. Muhtemel ki eski askeri havaalan\u0131n\u0131n hangarlar\u0131nda ya\u015fayan m\u00fclteciler bunlar. \u0130ki durak \u00f6tedeki kampa gitmek i\u00e7in otob\u00fcs bekliyorlar.
\nOnlara bakarken akl\u0131ma yedi ay sonra bitecek olan bursum ve \u0130stanbul\u2019daki b\u00f6l\u00fcm sekreterinden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m dostane ama asl\u0131nda bir uyar\u0131 oldu\u011funu bildi\u011fim mektubu geliyor. \u00dc\u00e7 ayl\u0131k \u00fccretsiz izinden sonra asistanl\u0131k g\u00f6revinize geri d\u00f6nmeniz, aksi takdirde\u2026<\/em>
\nDikkatimi yerde k\u0131p\u0131rdayan bir \u015fey \u00e7ekiyor, g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmde ve bo\u011faz\u0131mda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenen s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 unutur gibi oluyorum. \u00d6n\u00fcm s\u0131ra hareket eden bir k\u00fcrk, minik bir hayvan ba\u015f\u0131. Bir sincap bu. Sincap kuyru\u011funu sallaya sallaya bir kestane a\u011fac\u0131na do\u011fru ko\u015ftururken akl\u0131ma kad\u0131nlar\u0131n bir zamanlar boyunlar\u0131na dolad\u0131klar\u0131 tilki k\u00fcrkleri, omuzlarda sallanan \u00f6l\u00fc tilki ba\u015flar\u0131 geliyor. \u00d6t\u00fc\u015flerini nedense ancak \u015fimdi fark etti\u011fim ku\u015flar, e\u015fit aral\u0131klarla kald\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131 s\u00fcsleyen \u015fu kestane a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131, di\u011fer canl\u0131lar. Sadece onlar, ama en \u00e7ok onlar hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmeden koca bir asr\u0131 a\u015f\u0131p bug\u00fcne ula\u015fabilmi\u015fler sanki.
\nBirden gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n\u0131n resmi ili\u015fiyor g\u00f6z\u00fcme. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla, duru\u015fuyla eski sessiz film y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 and\u0131r\u0131yor kad\u0131n. Resim siyah beyaz ama ben onun menek\u015fe rengine \u00e7alan ye\u015fil g\u00f6zlerini tan\u0131yorum. \u015e\u0131k, bej eldivenler i\u00e7indeki parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 uzat\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, bir deste k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 kavray\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131. Y\u00fcr\u00fcyor \u015fimdi. Omuzlar\u0131 dik, ba\u015f\u0131 yukar\u0131da, bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ma\u011frur, meydan okuyor. Derken zihnimdeki sahne de\u011fi\u015fiveriyor, pofurdayan bir trenin raylar \u00fczerindeki tak\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 duyuyor ve \u201c\u0130\u015fte\u201d diyorum, \u201ci\u015fte, buraya, bu \u015fehre say\u0131s\u0131z kere var\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan, kara trenin h\u0131\u015f\u0131mla \u015fehre giri\u015finden biri.\u201d Anl\u0131yorum ki ancak b\u00f6yle ba\u015flayabiliyorum onun buradaki hik\u00e2yesine, ancak bu yolla \u015fehirdeki varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma bir sebep bulabiliyorum.<\/p>\n

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Berlin K\u00fclt\u00fcr Senat\u00f6rl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn 2021 Y\u0131l\u0131 Edebiyat Bursu \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fc\u2019ne de\u011fer g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. \u00a0 Giri\u015f Berlin 2019 Buraday\u0131m yine. \u00c7ift \u015feritli yolun bu kesitinde durmu\u015f, demir parmakl\u0131klar\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki camiye, ikindi namaz\u0131ndan sonra pek sessizle\u015fmi\u015f olan bah\u00e7eye, bah\u00e7ede k\u00fcme k\u00fcme s\u0131ral\u0131 mezar ta\u015flar\u0131na bak\u0131yorum. 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