{"id":21899,"date":"2024-06-26T11:30:00","date_gmt":"2024-06-26T09:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stadtsprachen.de\/de\/?post_type=stsp_text&p=21899"},"modified":"2024-06-26T17:45:53","modified_gmt":"2024-06-26T15:45:53","slug":"artwork-poetry","status":"publish","type":"stsp_text","link":"https:\/\/stadtsprachen.de\/en\/text\/artwork-poetry\/","title":{"rendered":"Artwork & Poetry"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Photo 1. The Visit_Par dana_installation, 2023<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Loop, 2023 (description of the artwork)

\u0161to je bli\u017ei dan \/ the closer the date
posjeti ku\u0107i \/ of another home visit
sve su \u010de\u0161\u0107i telefonski razgovori \/ the more frequent calls
sa roditeljima \/ with the family

jesi li se po\u010dela pakovati \/ have you packed already
mo\u017ee\u0161 li pogledati \/ can you check if you can find
ima li tamo to i to \/ this or that over there
nemoj ni\u0161ta da nam donosi\u0161 \/ we dont need anything
ne treba nam ni\u0161ta \/ do not bring us anything
ali sestra je otkrila \/ my sister discovered
novu omiljenu \u010dokoladu \/ new favourite chocolate
bez nje ne mogu ku\u0107i \/ without that I cant come home

let je za tri sedmice \/ the flight is in three weeks
jesi li se po\u010dela pakovati \/ have you packed already
kad sle\u0107e\u0161 \/ at what time is the flight
let je za dvije sedmice \/ the flight is in two weeks
jesi li se po\u010dela pakovati \/ have you packed already
kad sle\u0107e\u0161 \/ at what time is the flight
let je slede\u0107e sedmice \/ the flight is in one week
jesi li se po\u010dela pakovati \/ have you packed already
kad sle\u0107e\u0161 \/ at what time is the flight
tata \u0107e te pokupiti sa aerodroma \/ dad is going to pick you
up from the airport
eto i tebe za par dana \/ its only a couple of days more
sad \u0107e to \/ and you are here again<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Photo 2. The Balance_installation, 2023<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Photo 3. The Urge, installation, 2022<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Photo 4. Repetition, acryl on paper, 2023<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Immer wenn ich nach Hause komme, treffe ich meine Familie, meine Freunde, meine Friseurin sowie meine Zahn\u00e4rztin.
\/\/ Svaki put kad odem ku\u0107i, obavezno se vidim sa porodicom, prijateljima, frizerkom i zubaricom \/\/
Each tim I visit home, I meet my family, my friends, my hairdresser and my dentist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Photo 5. Selected paintings, 2023-24<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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distance enables
after one of the latest visits home
Iistening some podcasts at work
made me think
about the psychological construct
that environment has on a person
and I wrote in my notebook
distance that enables
psychological analysis of parents
and the family\/society
with whom the contact still exists<\/em>
because for the first time
I was able to see
the side of them that makes them them
innerly
my mom clothes hoarder
not being able to detach
from all the clothes she pilled
from the old ladies
with pensions from abroad
whose houses she still cleans
my father joked on her account
while being the house appliances hoarder
himself and discussion we engaged in
transformed into protecting her
because they are both still
afraid of destitution
destitution I went through with them
but have no recollection of
because I was a growing baby
that from that time memorized only
the chocolate milk in glass bottles
and missed nothing much
the parents obviously
suffered for the three of us<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Caution

if I learned anything
by living in our house
it is to walk on eggshells
non of us new
when and if the beast will appear
especially in times of his sleep
even though he needed no trigger
to start the rage
he knew very well
how to trigger it himself
we still programmed ourselves
to be quiet
not to move
and most importantly
not to switch the program
that was running on TV
abusing us loudly with the content
we had remotely any interest in
we could not talk anyways
silence was our safety
and forming thoughts was even harder
because the only focus was
how to get brave enough
to switch the TV channel
which he guards
even in his sleep

I still hear the TV
volumed close to the maximum
each time I speak with my mom
on the phone
sometimes to the point
of hearing it better than her voice
and although I am distances away
I am afraid to address the issue
projecting that I avoid
the conflict for her

is it irrational now
as a grown person
to hold that fear within
isn’t it possible
that now when he is smaller and fragile
all his power downsized
and he is not almighty anymore
maybe the volume is high
because he simply
does not hear so well anymore
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2KM

odrasla sam
u nedovr\u0161enoj dvospratnici
sestra i ja smo dijelile sobu
a roditelji su od pamtivijeka spavali u
dnevnoj tu se sjedilo, kuvalo, otkuvavalo
jelo, pilo i dru\u017eilo
dnevna soba bila je centar svih de\u0161avanja
koji ma se moglo svjedo\u010diti
preko galame i dima
kroz hodnik i zidove
sve do nase sobe

nekad u srednjo\u0161kolskom uzrastu
izrodio se nagon
da na svaki povi\u0161en ton
teatralno otvaram vrata
s pitanjem u \u010demu je problem
i brane\u0107i mamu
upletem se u konflikte
kojima nisam ni znala povod

jedno jutro
nakon sukoba s tatom
za \u0161kolski doru\u010dak
na kuhinji je stajala samo 1KM
za sestru<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Photo 1. The Visit_Par dana_installation, 2023 Loop, 2023 (description of the artwork) \u0161to je bli\u017ei dan \/ the closer the dateposjeti ku\u0107i \/ of another home visitsve su \u010de\u0161\u0107i telefonski razgovori \/ the more frequent callssa roditeljima \/ with the family jesi li se po\u010dela pakovati \/ have you packed alreadymo\u017ee\u0161 li pogledati \/ can […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":21749,"template":"","categories":[58,36,11],"class_list":["post-21899","stsp_text","type-stsp_text","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-issue-28","category-kunst","category-lyrik"],"yoast_head":"\nArtwork & Poetry - stadtsprachen<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/stadtsprachen.de\/de\/text\/artwork-poetry\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale:alternate\" content=\"de_DE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Artwork & Poetry - stadtsprachen\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Photo 1. 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