{"id":2733,"date":"2017-02-21T10:56:46","date_gmt":"2017-02-21T09:56:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/stadtsprachen.de\/?post_type=stsp_text&#038;p=2733"},"modified":"2020-11-29T20:30:05","modified_gmt":"2020-11-29T19:30:05","slug":"the-pause-of-the-wake","status":"publish","type":"stsp_text","link":"https:\/\/stadtsprachen.de\/en\/text\/the-pause-of-the-wake\/","title":{"rendered":"The pause of the wake"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>sometimes I tend to speak<br \/>\nto that half self leaning<br \/>\nto myself, as seeming<br \/>\nas the skin on my bones,<br \/>\nhanging to the sleepless<br \/>\nbody by the thinnest nerves<br \/>\nand always in my reach<br \/>\nas the glance in my eyes<\/p>\n<p>that half staring through<br \/>\nmy darkness into the empty<br \/>\ncorner of the mirror,<br \/>\nrestlessly emerging<br \/>\nfrom the other side of the self,<br \/>\nlike an inward waning moon<br \/>\nof which I am neither one<br \/>\nquarter, nor the full<\/p>\n<p>for I cannot say how deep it will<br \/>\nfade under-skin or beyond<br \/>\nwhen it catches my last breath<br \/>\nin struggle with the air<br \/>\nand whether that is what<br \/>\nsome call soul, whose sleep<br \/>\nis the pause of the wake<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Originally published in: \u201cSand. 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